Not my usual type of entry
This isn't what I usually do here. Usually I put up a story or an essay or a poem, but today I decided to just write. It seems like I don't do any writing anymore, all I do is work and sleep. I've found some great truths in all this work, that I may someday compose properly, when I've had time to digest it. Right now all I seem to really know are math truths. For instance
We may define the operation * for the group F as follows.
(a,b)*(x,y) = (a(2x-y)+b(y-x), a(y-x)+bx)
I don't know much about this other than it is the operation that I am going to use to work on my master's thesis at some point. I don't have almost any idea what sort of real world purpose it holds, but I suspect that it may end up being something important later. Whatever it is, it has been my obsession since I came up with it. It was presented to the staff of the UNCW math department in May of 2006.
Now I work. I'm excited about going back to school myself but I hope that I do something to help students of my own learn. Those dreams about really helping someone that we all have; somehow it never seems like a dream in the reality of the situation. The people who inspire those dreams in college, they're the same people that make you want to leave school the moment it gets out. They're the ones that never want to be helped.
Anyway I suppose this will be the end of this.
PS as per my last entry, I'm still lonely.
PPS I still miss the same girl and yes I know how pathetic that sounds.
PPPS I still know she thinks about me.
posted by David Fuchs (Greg Goble) @ 4:58 PM
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